I'm sitting here with my eyes welling up, and feeling about ready to just say screw it and go home.
And I don't know why.
The last week or so I've been so lothargic it's scaring me. I can't get myself to do anything - fun or otherwise. There are a few half written posts on my machine at home that I just can't finish, I have a backlog of reading your blogs that I just don't have the energy to do. I've skimmed, but not read.
I have a list of 24 things that have to be done before the end of this week in the office and I keep getting interuptions from people trying to add new things. Which takes me away from the itesms I have which are not only important, but also things that I am looking forward to.
And I'm getting snappy with people, and just plain stressed by things that shouldn't stress me.
I just want to drop my head on the table and sleep... Amoungst other things.
And I don't know why...
If you made it this far then sorry for the outpouring... Hopefully normal service can be resumed soon...
I think I'm going to go to the chemist ands get some of the herbal tablets at lunch to see if that can lift me up a little.